Getting Older // Updates

 

It's been over a year since I've blogged. I KNOW, such a long time. Since then, I am now in year 4 of teaching and you bet I count the half a year that I first started. I love my job, although it stresses me tf out. I realize I get stressed because I care. Even on the best day, it's still better than when I worked a desk job and was still struggling. I do better when I can see my impact and help others. I like helping kids get better at reading and writing, but most importantly help them become their own person with a strong sense of self so they can think for themselves in the age of AI.

Ok, so now to my current self. So much has happened. I was currently diagnosed with Hashimoto's, yet another autoimmune disease. My body is ALWAYS on edge. I don't just have anxiety, my immune system does too. So, now my own body is also attacking my thyroid. Yay... getting older and finding out all these health things is not fun. But, I've been trying to change my eating habits and manage my stress better as to not make my inflammation in my body worse. I've always just been super sensitive. I've got allergies, Celiac, and now this. I'll weather it too. I've been fairly healthy my whole life, minus my anxiety and neurospiciness. In my late 20s, that was when the Celiac hit, and now this. So, if these are my cards to play with, I am all in. 

Speaking of the game of life, my partner and I are now married and are living together in a house we own. We are slowly planning for another kid, and it is more the reason for me to make sure my health is on the right path. I can't control my genetics or any environmental factors to a degree, but I can control some stuff. My son is flourishing. He's a whiz at science and math and is warming up to reading. I'm gardening now that I've got some space and am setting roots, literal and figurative. So, I'll be alright. I am getting answers to things along the way.

“There are years that ask questions and years that answer.”
― Zora Neale Hurston, Their Eyes Were Watching God

Life Updates

Monterey CA 6/2024
  Well, it's been quite some time! I will try and blog more during breaks from school but I didn't realize things moved so fast and it has been this long. Lots has happened! I got engaged to my partner... now fiancee... in February. I wrapped up my first full year of teaching high school. Ezra graduated Kindergarten. My brother moved to Monterey and my fiancee is moving in. Phew, yes that is a lot of change! Lots for the good, but still change!

We went to the beach a week ago and I forgot how fulfilling it is to feel the water and sand and just bask in the sights and sounds of the ocean. The waves crashing, the smell of the salty hair, and the serene feeling of laying down in the warm sand made my cup full again. I love my job, I love being a mom, I love being a partner/sister/daughter, but life is DRAINING sometimes. We need these little breaks to stay afloat. 

Ya'll know I love me some mindfulness and this is the perfect example. How does the ground feel right now? Where are you laying/sitting/standing? How would you describe the atmosphere in one word?


And with that, enjoy you summers. Stop and be. Unplug. Look around. Life is happening. 


xoxo, Lala


New blog, who dis?

 

Welcome to the new blog! About two years ago, I moved to Instagram and Facebook only, trying to focus on facebook as a blog. Well, that didn't happen! To be fair, I also started grad school and teaching so I was already stretched thin. I graduated in December with my MA in Education. Now, in the classroom, I teach high school English. My son Ezra is now starting Kindergarten in the fall. My partner Amelia and I are still going strong. I've been holding it down since, mostly on IG. 

Taking it back though to the blog, writing is a form of therapy for me and I've been blogging in some capacity ever since college. I miss it. I miss creating a post, connecting in a deeper way than the constraints of a caption. 

So, here we are. My new blog! I will try to post 2-4 times a month but part of this process is to not set expectations for myself. I want to just enjoy the day to day and if it happens, great. If it doesn't, that is okay too. 

What kind of posts do you want me to write about? What questions do you have? Let's see what unfolds!


xoxo,

Lala